Hmmm..(: He gives me that yummy feeling. Like that tingly spine feeling. But this time it’s like sensory overload. Not that I’m complaining! I’ve definitely waited for the right guy to come along and give me this feeling again. He is just so sweet. Even though we have ony known each other for a couple of weeks the connection was immediate. He’s everything I could ever ask for in a guy. He’s charming and funny. I dont have to put on a show for him, I am completely comfortable with just being myself. We always have a great time together (even if that means not getting home til 11 D:) But that’s fine. I would give up all sleep completely if I got to spend all my time with him (:
I absolutely hate liars. And yet I come in contact and have relationships with so many of them. And it’s not the actual people that lie that I hate it’s the actual lies that come out of their mouths. It just irritates me because when I’m repeatedly lied to by different people it jut makes me feel like I’m not worth the truth….
Everyday I get a little bit stronger with moving on. But it’s scary to me how I know if you wanted to be back together I’d fall back into you and this spell that you seem to carry over me…
After a lonngggg discussion with a friend from work last night we have both come to the decision that the words “I love you” are way to overused. Don’y get me wrong I am sure that there are people in this world that do love each other and use it in the right sense. But at the same time there are also people in the world that say it just because they think that it is expected from them, like when they have been in a relationship for so long. Both my friend and I are guilty for doing this. It doesn’t mean that we are bad people, I just think we thought it was expected of us so we say it. And I’m sure that everyone has a few of those boyfriends or girlfriends that used those three letter words when in reality they don’t REALLY TRULY love you. Not in the sense of a relationship, like falling in love. I know that these people exist simply because I’ve dated people like that. So after a long discussion with this friend we both agreed that we would rather someone tell us that they care about us and only tell us that they loved us when they were falling in love with us. Yes, there is a difference that I don’t have time to explain right now but there us. It was also decided that we are going to try to make sure that we aren’t one of THOSE people too. When I say I love you I want to say it because there is an overpowering connection between me and whoever I’m with at the time.